I don’t know what it is about seeing balance in one”’s art and creative [side.] and as composed as humdrum got not much to do I’ll make busy work for myself. I had an anxious moment otherwise toodleydoo don’t know what to do. I still adhere to my schedules. Aim for never late and aim well on that.

Otherwise I can belt and totally wow myself and this remastering thing is important to me. Hearing tracks that gave me ~~~_ what I can’t describe to survive but utters onto me what I can do. break out the string section. include an 18-pc drum kit and and strangeo bass guitar:: imfuckingready.

only really paratrooping gives me that same feeling.

not adrenaline, challenge presented yes.

I’ve been toying with drive.

what isdrive like in your life?

I love that The Cars album.

orchestral elements do something to me in music. no compromise in my training directives to the mint green blue green minted sludge of every dusty guitar and video game sessions. push my buttons. oh no I’ve found something non-verbal in myself.

I’m always chasing that.

And I sit mouthshut.

but still writing.

heh. dynamics are different than

marchforit.

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other tunes!

save-your-soul music.EnGenre

forever.favorites.

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