wax and wane and fane I’ve grown at accustomed to being hated. like any other dreary story lacking nuance to substance – old tunes are up for remaster..my techniques hardly new
and every beat
and every drum kit
and bass fucking guitar
the things I lack the things I can’t have
and what I’m copacetic about.
people are indifferent about loud and so many speakers. you guys get the voice prompt ONLY ones? woof woof this grrl grrl likes breaker 10-9ultra-dash4 pilot pilot radio for coffee tea and – please speak to me! funny aero-outtakesnonnthe speaker and bran rice cereal still knows how to have fun from a tower in morse code seal weasel stitch a cable why dontcha and paint a picture – swivel-speak. while the musskelinnten.feathers rather hack my spotify display from a finnishmeatball]))ofa-unicycler.walker – I would know; I worked for them in Finland at a Satellite: and a cafeteria 🫥 {{enSweeeeden. egads in dreamsicle for scurvy sortaof?}} (that was weird to me bro. went to spain for oranges, ain’t coming back no moh no moah no mo no more) [im danski it wasnt depressing or orange with tea leaves enough
(({ everyone has their taste:
breakfast [black+2cigarett.e.]
danksi: powder powder cream sugar metal canister shakesheky break the break with baked Alaska wakey wakey the dead and carry on *shrugshrugspirit.* that’s how ya do et it dawg.]] (isaythiseveryday inprocesstome. orwhenever it happens. shrugshrug .}))
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minus blindfold by deftones; adrenaline album. now that one you don’t hear often.
ya know what I did when I was on peer-review inpatient? I was wearing the self titled album band tee ( I was undercover 48 siouxme). and everyone was like ‘“I like your-uhh-rour-your shirt!’ and kinda barely knew to ultramegafan and I just kept going FOR FUCKING ONCE ‘Thanks, it’s my band.’
so indiscriminate.
so callous and front-forward. no blunt-ities.
and everyone just was like; cool
…, ,, .,., .,.. ??
yup.
nothing is new and my only outrage is humdrum
.like 6max days of everyone being boohoo to upsett.ed by lacking a package being hired or not being part of a team if you’re not a package holder; then eventually you get them sent to me and we see how it goes. Everything runs on; Intelligence. Intel, to be upfront.
and we make it work. [no notes, that’s an outrage. it should be more concise, not finite; therefore, a Time Waster.] {don’t waste your time on dashes.} [affirmations are for morning solitude and scrunching your toes in your shoes to get to work. even if you work from home I’m sweats and get up to no camcorder on a desktop or otherwise, mobile. (rule.of.thumb.) it’s meant to be : healthy. that’s a note and a timeqsyer for you if you’re upset and wasted your time to read to get there]
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.. . .[got it? it’ll help ya after those hurt feelings of indictment-of-guilty.feelings “I’ve done that before.” Sentiments.]
so when harsh feelings are aside and you see how 4-6 years of your life are gonna take on a brisk, on a whim. I feel there should be the most upfront-risk-casuality- you either went all-in or you didn’t get bought
that could be a heart.less and lesson.simple__ .for the private to defense/militarial and law enforcement sector.
you didn’t get the readers choice award this month but got it 8 months out of 9 months and it felt like nothing to know one was missing. [grade school I’m talking
. inner child to imposter syndrome train skipper slope, her3.]
sometimes you found out it got published in a notary journal , other times garbage for you to think back or stockpile or not remember.
I’m remember moving to South carolina in 2008 and I came in on the 100th Day of School for the 2nd Grade. (jumpstreet cherubess as per uge. so 7 years old.)
and I wrote something my first day and they printed it and put it on red waxy construction paper textile. old old and only given to you; I’d know I work in agriculture and have suffered clean from textile inktilen.
[propped in glass display and I vowed .vengeformyown.soul+liking (figure out what it is, later I want and like and desire and dislike and hate. That’s the start. IseeTooManyProfessionals.)) knowing what ribbons and bows meant. (on dolls.)]
soy soy soy
sauced.
To
I am.
Sam.
and that was letter blocks in abc and 123s and a teddy bear in gown and a clown trunket.
cursed
And I write still.
and no one cares to see me.
or notice until eventually
I catch you glimmering in the corner of my eye between
black, gold, aura, twinne,. gaelic word.
why?
[checkpoint.marker on my life. on .]].
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