Tag: Best Friends

I always thought your heart was wrapped in rose thorn to be cliche than I realized that was just my thing in men. High establishers, those who go far. And in death of the one who would never get away from me, and in loom of the quiet who will never get away from me. I’ve been looking back. And I had lot old timers geezercore reach out earlier in the year but even they pour out. Then you have one left and he’s the one that never gets mentioned and these are 3 boys in girls math. I don’t know my 3rd boy it’s a Bradshaw Emergency.

I have all the time on the world and Sam’s still chasing love.

I always knew I’d convert for Jeffrey one day, likely as I knew we’d get divorced.

But the ones in between. Johnny stayed a good boy almost the whole time I was fighting my divorce (14 years) and it was a one time thing and think about how much this man loved me he resorted to technology as a means to meet me in any ways possible. Aside from being an actor with a busy schedule, he’d still make time to prank me while I was working at the mall. And he knew I was undercover and never busted me knowing I wouldn’t be rescued.

And we had sex like one time by 1993.

Best Friends and I wonder where that comes from..because I certainly had a Lover. And that’s the 3rd boi I’ve always thought but he’s also my baby daddy and I never got to see my kids while they were growing.

My mind always thinks back to MoC.:Original Heretic. A piece I wrote and as I’ve been reading through old work getting to know myself, I can remember that one by name. After 700 now and it’s somewhere in the middle where I found my power. And it was suited in prayer how I wrote the verses.

A man can push me that far and we never finished up our conversations. Elk Shumai and grills and all that.

I guess I never did.

But I thought I’d be gossipy and kitsh for light Sunday morning musings haha 🤠😎 I had pancakes and chicken tendies and fries and mac n cheese and shrimp and grits yesterday and crashed and slept from eve to morn. A sign of stress, I knew it. And now I feel better 😄☺️😌😌.