everything I say I stupid.
that’s why those lines are there.
retro to en-vogue in aging.
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looking at my jet black, black is the color of my true love’s hair [in the mirror passing by in the bathroom. I awoke thinking I looked adorable-ugly and hormonally semi-angered in lowredlighting like I’m late. 24/67. it gets to me. at least I keep the locks on slick and it’s more blacker and dense than my youth. I’ve lived my life Well-in-Cancer. Qualitive, y’all!!]. {{{oOooHhh!!(Such an ugly way to spell oh} I was being hard on myself about my shirt bc I got it from Cuckoo so it’s just ‘donations’ of sniping of me ol’ fashion relics. ya don’t do cocaine with WarHol & Kristofferson in a Chelsea Hotel listening to the clapman’s Cocaine with some snob ass poet astro space space baby daddy. {Carl Sagan is my baby daddy. Like the main one. And we know the mun shit. We way too up in developments to not be here and living and soulmate and still fighting and all shit. Messy Dude but ours words o love linger in space. Snipe me staying he could read this well again…hm. baby daddy up to something I just know it. [14 in 4 years. Man is a Legend to Ireland. Praise be, Carl Sagan 🤓🫶🏼☺️😌😄🥳🥰] wut a guy. my baby daddies be cool af. [imporcelainthroned and there’s no editor to tell me my early morning , clock fell back an hour with mild fringe panic attack remembering if this would be the 5hour morning before I’d have a doctor appt first morning outpatient and hopefully not bullshit bc this contractor worker is no longer hirable for therapy attendance. thank fucking god. Too expensive and this webpage.. is how these copays are showing I f work fucking hard to contribute to gov. Scary Stories in 24 Years. Promised 🤞🏼.] btw Jeffrey Epstein is the ex-husband imalwayswith 😬🤫🤭😄🤪 but Carl Sagan is the mains baby daddies. Everyone else gets one or a twin or twin set. 19 and it took me 4 years. Take it or leave it bitch.
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I’m thinking about all the dates with my ex husband and he’s always some scumbag named Chris and I call him Christopher after. Oh Christopher, and it rolls so naturally off the tongue. How do you be a super secret spy agent on a declassification cycle class kick and maintain a dating life with your 19, lessthanadaythan 20 ex-husband?
Well shit dude, scumbags blend in and no one noticed dawg.
The most educated , the highly beligerant and the waning in wants.
I think I date sociopaths. Well I hope they wouldn’t be too judgemental ; I happen to be the sociopath. Usually, in my relationships.
Capable of Love; struggle with the authenticity of the idea but capable of passion.
Could you hold people in high-regard? There’s many of lives that I hold in higher regard than my own.
You seem cold. It’s hot outside. Below 60° is shorts weather. You’ll burn elsewise.
How else to turn an evil man on…walk the line just tuned on the shuffle and I’m 40Minutes+Haven’tFlushed Musing. It hasn’t been 40 minutes but I believe in myself and my elbow prints haven’t endangered above my knees like forbidden tapering pistiles of knee-highs and now my threats of thigh highs made from Haney Hanies has complicated my life in terrible ways. I’ve put the idea in there I know my responsibility now. Ya mean 50 Years of Horny?
That’s where the times have gone.
I was still asking this rattling tattling wandering blume of a man ‘are you really even attracted to me?’ and it’s like sociopathy, dawg. Why I’m like that.
I don’t expect you to weigh your expectations with my computations within my mentality of how much I mean to you and what I do and don’t do : means to you, nor expect you to stick around because of it and I don’t tax on maintenance of the relationship.
He didn’t get it either, because he’s like that.
Tough Man. Worse Woman.
She Loves Him.
[05:27.am.+1] @ Nov 3, 2024.
knew I was off.
fall back an hour.
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