I finally did the thing you wanted me to do. After all this waiting, saying it’s my next goal; with a handful of bills – I’ve suddenly become accomplished?

Now we wait.

Now we ponder.

Now we wonder what occurs to gravitate the air that I made a solid investment in myself and my future, as one would wish for themselves.

Hope my community sees.

Understand, I took a risk. This was what I wanted.

I went after it.

To dismay, I can feel the back of mind leering as I can be boastful and proud, that nothing will change.

Can my hand, match the strength of a butterfly’s wings and coax the future into something I want and I am supported by stability?

The never-ending question.