Ambition is true and I have this numb sucking thing of not knowing what to do. Indecision that’s what it’s called.
I keep wanting to change a perfect thing thinking thing are going to be detrimental if I want to stay like this. Epilepsy and a Gogol Dickinson life. The hermit woman.
At least I’m online. I imagine if I were younger before the internet, I probably would have had many a pen pal.