Thermos to be, I don’t think I’m done.
I’m on my Laptop now.
So I can get more done.
So what to do.
Write poetry?
My hands are cold and warming up to even do so and I think I need a clean on the glasses.
Brightened the display.
You know, before Feb 2024 of last year,
I made the website on my phone. It had a totally different look. Shitty colored borders all in white.
I went black.
One thing, for god sake’s I wish someone would comment or one could slip through every now and then.
Mysterious tapping sound and a song I’ve deemed new.
I almost made a new playlist off this song.
The Specialist a B-Side by Interpol.
represeeennttt
That’s another one of my careers. IT’s been so long I forget about it.
I live a Quiet Life. Imagine Bruce Willis polishing a Kawasaki or something.
I think that was Comedy?
God, let’s bring it up. He was diagnosed with Aphasia and i remember last year it came up conversation and someone had a very strong reaction stating that he was their Film Dad. Badass Film Dad, I think about Looper everyday and glass on my feet and check every time I put on my haney haneys.
But I have epilepsy and I finally got honest about receiving my cancer results through intel. Easier than admitting elsewise and everything is spit and backwash testing and it’s a patent-pending Johnny device we forged together with like 18 other people for review.
Can take a cup and have different analysi and such, cancer being one of them.
I’m on metformin but I straddle the line of Insulin Resistance and Diabetes constantly.
But that’s the test and I get the format.
Maybe my notifications are like my bat signals.
But I do get coupons.
Bounty.
Just had to say it hahuhhhhhhh awkwarwd stretch
I’ve written over 700 let this bet the meta post.
Oooh what’s tinglingn my ear.
School by Nirvana
Sometimes I hear a pitch difference and I go to check my phone or watch for what song.
Hello Trouble
Welcome Home
School
No Recess
These are the Themes.
Can i Mention i think my dad gets I ‘m almost famous and on whether I leave the house or not (i’m a shut–in and grieving in the best possible way) and just compiles in reverse psychology when my mom is around. If he reads, which I think he does or knows someoione that does “You’re doing great. Thank You.” we don’t do thank yous often so it’s the best possible way.
I found out about the disability thing. He never stopped getting it, but that’s what budgets are for. My loan finishes up soon but these visits are $70 and a $25 injection every month. So the shift occurs.
I must admit I’ve been on Robinhood with play money from like a year and a half ago.
8 on a 74 and it went to 104 and I got 8 back. Imagine.
I’m not gonna detail but I still got it.
Crypto, small ball $10 and I wanna believe in it. How badly could I win if it not negative or past it? I wanna watch that.
Things I think of in my head.
I always wanted that Roth IRA by 25 but it doesn’t look seldom for now.
I suppose this post is mind ramblings.
I always imagine my ex-husband doing The Fool thing about working in Non-Profits. And it’s hard because one will get desperate for money. I set up this liaisons and contracts years ago with sold off book titles or school educated papers like at Harvard.
And how I want to mention that I graduated from Harvard to my parents. That would be the thing that would complete my dreams and make me feel like a Writer.
Harvard-graduated Writer.
Like it’s a small business, come check out what I got to write.
They send me to cuckoo because non-judicial arrests and other hiccups and I have to take the hit for it and they send me to the psych wards, just gotta mention again pheeewwwww. Because I have a non-traditional story and I’ve met some people because of that but I’m oh so lonely and just live in my house. I’ve mentioned my address and people ride by my house or they walk and are like “she really lives here??!!?? “ and have always been that way. Well so does the Master Chief of the Navy and that has always wowed me and the Commandant of the Coast Guard foemerly. Again like politics (most people’s family don’t know. Or don’t understand ranks and so forth what they mean.”not everyone gets the same funeral. )))
Jesus.
Not everyone gets the same funeral (my hands are shaking freezing tryping to type that.)
Johnny chose no funeral, he’s the shut-in.
When really he’s the one to inspire me to do the opening to Sopranos. Everyday an adventure. I’ve had some try to repeat those adventures and it’s never the same. That’s why we’re Garden Stating in-the-mind. And allowing my medication to take over. And they always say 3 weeks and getting used to the injection but I think it’s working. The tall bottles and 8 prescriptions a day.
The body is 68.
My License is 24.
Presidential Ages, has anyone heard of them?
You get blue sparkles on Military IDs until you’re 21 if you’ve won a campaign before.
…i used to be Republican. (and I feel so embarrassed about it. checkecheck .. and like Bill would always tell me you gotta have confidence with your budgeting skills and the other Bill of Bill Bills always wanted me to teach his kids a sailor’s knot and I dreamed of that for 6 days straight in the Hospital Wing. and then George or George; I called him Geordie or Jordy. For River Jordan, bless me. / but yes, I worked in the GOP and after I couldn’t win another election I decided to hop over to the DNC where I started and came back to my Democratic Socialist Roots. I couldn’t resist.
I always think about the Trump for 2000 sign in the Rage Against the Machine music video Sleep Now In The Fire.
God,
In The Chapel, In the Moonlight by Dean Martin is playing.
I got that on record from my Granddaddy.
But yeah the Trump thing.
I told you guys the scrunchy scrunchy tin foil pita story and beef tallow and sharing and I get no comments so I wonder if people believe me.
And the biggest thing is that I see people’s phone in public and they pull up the webpage. At least you’ve seen what I look like
“Forever be miiiiiinnneee.”
You remember how I look.
Bunch of Nerds.
It’s been awhile you can see me.
Caught ya’ perusin’
Outro Track:
Summery Breeze by Type O Negative,
_ another thing about age changes.
Ya gotta do it all over again legally. Including school but without standing taxes and jobs and getting a car. Ya don’t know what’s set up always or what your family has taken to take care of you when you may not be in a state to respond and that’s what I have. But let’s say I have two sides of family.
The ones you don’t see that I keep up through Intel like Musky singing and bubbles popping rn.
And then just living i n the house where i’m no one and someone that should take a shower when i get too sit and just lather with a towel on some Marine Shit.
Men just rinse and the gals take a cat bath we all and spray and scrub everything down.
The Dollar Shave Club
Ball Spray
Has been wonderful.
I subscribed but now I’m getting curated timed boxes and it’s been over 10 years I’m subscribed and like from a business point no ads they deserve the best and have really upped the ante im considering leaving another but can’t.
OOOOH someone got mad.
I know the oiwner.
We’re such nerds.
I keep the speaker on always because I always wanna talk.
The P.S. outro track: Mayor of Simpleton – 2001 Remaster by XTC.
I did that one besides Senses Working Over Time for my budget thing with George.
But one thing about being a classic Fall Gal that ends up stolen in chains and put through the system that knows how to walk it… I’m tired of your stupid arrests. I got arrested on two Cannabis Abuse charges and frankly I was resetting the wells in the bath and doing a Jewish bath cleanse and got arrested and then the psych ward and IVC and I got manhandled and then I saw a FICU car in the neighborhood the day I got back so hello fellas formerly. I know my music is different.
And in all reaction, I understand but it’s THCA which is legal.
But they just add it on if there’s a formal fuckup and it was 29 of my team instead of 27 this time that required to go in.
Not good at all.
And I remember my More Kettlebell posts
Get healthy before it gets to you.
And l look at me, resetting the budget to the penny with aim of $5 left to afford mental health, seizure, and cancer medication. Let alone the THCA for the epilepsy. And vapes to keep my heart rate up. The murmur needs it all these years quitting cigarettes which have become social consumerism in this house. They smoked em back in the day like that.
Even if she can’t take I’m famous, if I bring the speaker. .I’m trying.
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