Many Years Gone By: Failed Model Citizen; Outstanding Veteran SpecialAgent Indeed.

Blue Glass, IceWater. Just to RemindMe.

I used it for the crumb on top of the baked dish pasta.

To smooth it out.

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The silenced crumb of siren-song baked dish.
Metal Pan Elixir.
I’ve heard that before,
But before I jump into it.
My “younger-reckoning.”
Is deep-diving into cold nights.
Everyday hoodies and scars and romanticized doom-scrolling.
Calling out for a voice and minor
Are you 18 looms in quantities
And quant- subjugations.

Legalese check.
And i convince the onesilove
That somehow
What I propagate
And enforce in legal checks
And finding out what was forgotten or not mentioned
Doesnt stand up to life even in the moments my lief has complicated abidance.
Dance with me, it twirls.
Like yellow maple leafs and I’ll think of elm.
And whatever pipe I dug out of a bag.
So cliche, and everyone thnks i”m ithe porgesson al here.
The professional here.
Well, it’s been some time.
You’ve got an old soul.
Memory like time.
Little fish, I could remember it.
Then the bird I saw soaring in the sky.
Hauntings of loving you and coming full face to disappearing with another
Hot tropical destination.
Canoes and bad-booboos.
I was a kid and then I wasn’t in those memories.
What happens when you fall asleep… “they just want to dream to remember.”
A line I wrote quickly and I found all of you.
All that meditation.
And aromatherapy and color therapy and light therapy
And I’m so sleepy when I meditate
After I do yoga.
Long distance relationships; beat the curve for love.
Another 80s b-movie and I rather it be noir.

‘’ check into the past of today“~~
I love bald ginger dudes that shave their head.
Look like total bald sperms.
Like get cancer 3 weeks after boot camp and dudes is a private not even established yet.
A few talks and roundtables and conversations at a bench with me
Covered in mud smelling like earthy pussy launder.

And they take it so seriously a committment.
Shaving my eyebrows wasn’t fashion.
It’s never for fashion!
And they don’t grow back for those who choose fashion.
Cold cold currents.

Better and bolder than the hydrogen peroxide[blondses.] baldies
The ginger shaven beards hiding.
What could they be hiding?
It’s like you’re irish and I’m welshhhhhhh-shhhhh-canadian**ahhhhhfaint*

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And now you can see shadows.
I dossed in makeup back to back days.
Cream contour, concealer, pish-posh i hand’t used it in years.
Nude-base for the sunburn and crotch pink hot pink pocket pussy breath shade-of-pink
Is actuallyquitegreatblush
If you know how to blend.
If you’ve used skincare long enough you can know how to apply it in
Shades of contour to address
Different problem areas.
Anothe roundtable talk in the bath.
Take away my ls in moderation
And i think it cute.
Point-grabbing.
And now there’s shadow anyway you look.

And my bangs are not side-swept but I could make it about that super
Reaaaall bad movie actually from the 70s.
Bloody myes
And i am
Uh looking quite cute and a few
Outfits bought.
And the bags less than $5.
style-for-what.

Hm, cancsies.
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How do you write a poem with no I’s? Is that a statement of otherwise? [you’re talking about yourself. this is your perspective.]