I am Happy

Upon glance of the inconsistencies of my life and trepidation I have towards the continuance of production, I have found myself saying the most surprising endorsement of life: “I am Happy.” Taking into account my often cynicism, and otherwise nihilistic ideas, I do acquire the happening of the subjugation of entertaining happiness. I ponder if deeming this as a subjugation, entirely dampens the conflict of “feeling happiness.” In this moment, there is so much I wish to change; but even as dew collects on the slivers of grass in the morning sun, my eyes may not see, but my sense is there, and know it is there, just as I know change is on the horizon. 

Change, otherwise in my view, proposes volatility and the unknown, traditionally. There is no circumspect as to the negative or positive qualities inherent to Change. Though now, perhaps absurdly, I welcome Change into my life. I welcome whatever qualities it chooses to bring to my life. After introspection disguised as stagnancy, I feel the looming in the air and my life has posed a stake for the taking of all that is welcome into its atmosphere.

I am in light, love, peace, and harmony’s hands from here on, as I have always been. 

Prosperity is in alignment; as it should be.

I am Happy.