Musings: I forget I’m a Writer sometimes.

I often think I feel odd to distant when I spend so much time on another thing. Lately it’s been moderating, scrubbing, and enhancing the algorithm in Social Media. Kit-Kat BR.eak(S) if I find anything illegal, hate, or prejudice.

I see the photos. You know kids, the point of Tabloids is – those aren’t famous people. That’s why there’s always red carpet photos {celebrity, most often}, awards ceremonies are for The Artiste. Otherwise some people are 3-in-1s. Some people hire social media technicians or otherwise handle it themselves. Most pages with a “check mark of some color” … are Hitsz. As in – fake accounts. If it’s not a fake account – it’s feeding you Satirism. A life you think one leads when we’re all kinda just stumbling around Earth and shit.

How many superheroes y rettes are like.. just in sweats at Walmart or some shit.

Ordering fast food.

I don’t have a gym membership. I just work out and do martial arts at home.

I was diagnosed with Social Phobia at 13 and luewry or other diagnosi.

Does it put a hamper in my life? Well no, but I suffer and feel anxious and sometimes it spirals when PTSD from agency.work kinda gets to me. Otherwise congeniality is but a superficial statement to you.

My respect is always given. Fuck up, and I’ll deficit it. The only way to do that is disrespect that’s ultimately a combination/permutation of ignorance, arrogance, bigotry, and/or prejudice.

Otherwise, I give everyone a chance.

Even those that spew that shit can get reformed and turn an X into an O.

We all grew up somewhere.

I’m from Fallbrook, CA. Last I heard it’s abandoned and the ol’ Level is haunted.

Well.. it’s actually just quaint. All our art was formulated in those years. Generations spanning.

Due to my legal age change upon waking up from coma. My lil godchildren were older than me and Auntie Sam or Aunten Changli (my Cantonese Temple of Worship Name) was just like.. yo. I’m lil. But I’m not stupid. But I shrink. No tinkerbelederea. No evil man pulled out of cauldron. But I did feel that evil waking up in pain.

I was addicted to fentanyl for about 8 years and a blundering fool hiding acting like no one knew that I myself even acted like it didn’t exist.

I’ve been a quadriplagecial 27 times from IEDs and otherwise whatever occured during my Time in the Middle East & Northern Africa.

Twitter was huge last time it got crazy and I had to swim from Morroco to Libya to Egypt and back up the bend to Beirut them hold an EDM “pow-wow” of some sort but is really called a Zcahdoclate Dance (chocolate dance) it’s like the finale to every Korean Movie and Bollywood or Disney or Pixar or DreamWorks or Illumination. Funimation too. Even that weird film Sausage Party. It’s meant to let the kids know the good, bad, and ugly is for purpose. You can always find a time to dance and sing a lot and get rhythm when your friends feel the blues and you want to be the fool and fuck with the aux or make funny faces or just do something that tons of people do but you don’t wanna seem lame for.

I barely got any pics with my friends, family, best friends, ride or dies, associates, employees, to people I represent as a Free Agent, Director, EP, Writer..blah blah. My art stuff is different than my Gov and UN stuff. Interpol is a pretty niche dig but if Chino Moreno likes Interpol. ‘Turn on the Bright Lights’ kids or Off. I don’t remember.

Demo after demo.

Remaster then remaster the sequel or remix.

It all gets so clouded.

I’m [ALUMNI.] From Harvard. So in laments terms I’m the highest educated individual in existence and ever. …I’m stupid often. I’m Autistic and ADHD and sometimes it looks like OCD which is in the spectrum-of-parelency.

It’s always been awkward going inpatient into Mental Hospital, Behavioral Hospitals, Psych Wards etc.

Ive gotten myself there plenty but I am a recruiter.

Prison was the early years. San Quentin, Rikers/AttiCAH, and Guantanamo Bay is where I’ve been. Internationally.. whatever go watch the movie.

I recruit from the populaces people deem unworthy to achieve.

As if all the Adversity and Struggle was meant for nothing… it’s persistance to pursue that’s the foundation in My Melody.

Either way I’m about to cry because I have my allusions to authenticity on and I make the digital Master that is based off Live Music. Sampled, chopped, cut. Alchemy~~ of some sort. And much respect is in that game.

I go to forever-teenage-dirtbagz like Chefs, Writers, Artists, Painters, Small Business Owners, Craftsman, Contractors, G-Contractors, Construction Workers. Corporate Accounts, of course I’m a Stockbroker dawg.

Some Character I and my Partner/Husband switch. We do drag to accommodate for scenes. Superheroes moving so fan is uh – rare. Unless you’re a fucking Recycled Golden Dragon. Strange. That’s my joke on Roger moving really quick on American Dad. Like I love seeing memes of stunt-artist, dare-devils, plush ectors, and mob ensuers (Harlem Shake shit). And the joke is..every film even in CGI has about 8-38 actors per role to accommodate the scene. Then everyone gets algorithmed from their harnesses and suits. The beginnings is green and ping pong balls. Then black and gold balls. Then red ugly Christmas elf suit stuff. Then we create their casque in non-adhesive tape (xasreom ribbon. Balenciaga tape fit.. com on we were prepping for Delicate and her daughter wanted an Avengers bday party so I made them all suits. Super Hero Families!! There’s a really cool ol’ Disney Channel DCom about it. Johnny Tsunami was one of my favorites since it was just making a documentary about my cousin going to school getting his 3rd Ph.D while attending a boarding school for like 3 weeks and he was like 9?? When we filmed the first one. Back on Board was fucking killer. I miss ATVs and trrcks. Some shots are in the Philippines and Hawaii and Korea. Then like Virginia Beach and NC and Folly Beach in SC. Gravel in Oregon, Maine, and Massachusetts looks just like New Zealand. Less gophers that way {evil jolly ankle breakers whom I love but tore up my garden for years. They’re gone now and the spiders evolve to hermit crabs and leave shells everywhere.} Self-Made Aquifer Gang 😎 we’re ecological Chaos Mathematicians, Biochemists, and Forensic Geologists besides our Agriculture International work.

Hit or Bless.

I got many who look like me.

But when I use my name of Church as I do here on this Multimedia Entertainment Webpage. :::

Best Believe, – I come Naturally.

-Sam Borromeo Wilson Villalobos


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